Wednesday, January 24, 2007

LSS- On my Own

Posted by Double Y at 7:00 PM
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to.
Without a home, without a friend
without a face to say hello to
But now the night is near
And I can make-believe he's here

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me

In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm lonely
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him...
But only on my own...

-- This song has been playing on my mind since last night. Probably because I have been tired and tensed with the big day that Im so scared that things might not work out.This is the "day" that we have been waiting and dreaming of for the past 4 years and we wanted this event to be memorable not just for us but for the people who will be able to witness it. Coupled with the fact that he's not physically here to help me out, but he is doing everything he can to make things work. Although its ok, I still want him here with me, all the time. Perhaps I got used to him being by my side. He's there to cheer me up when Im down. He's there as a friend, boyfriend and fiance. I just probabyl miss him so much that I couldnt get this song out of my mind. Enough said, I just realized that this blog has revealed my soft side, lets not talk about that yet..
 

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